Sunday, January 15, 2006

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"the heart is broken, there's nothing tooooh break". im kinda sleepy. i should learn to sleep earlier because waking up early is SO hard. i managed to wake up before noon today yay; technically around 10ish but got out of bed at 11. im such a time waster. if only pillows came with little coffee straws; turn your head and take a sip and then in a second your wiiide awake =] hehehe. i did a little bit of work today and you know told my mum i'd be going to diana's bday partay tmrw. she said no. =O i am just as surprised and so very very deeply deeply annoyed. first, its because i've gone out too many times this holidays and secondly, because my dad is coming back tomorrow [allegedly.. pft he doesnt even tell us exactly when] and i cant be found going anywhere the day he comes back. i used to think most of my coincidences were pretty cool. this is so gay! i cant believe im missing out on this! i dont know what i'd wear, kinda like what i wore the last time i was there, but like i cant even go now! eugh made me feel so shitty. called diana to tell her; i was so upset inside. called kevin to not pick me up in his flashy mum's 4wd; kinda funny because his sister picked up i think and she was like "hes gone out and forgot his phone". in less than a minute, he calls back and says he was in the backyard hahaha. after gilmore girls, which i love; but wasnt as good today - luke&lorelai *thumbs up =) ;; dean looks like chadmurray and he cut his hair today haha how cute. anyway, yer, after gilmoregirls, i felt soooo shitty. it was just my brother and i at home; he was studying while i kept walking around looking for food and sighing and looking out the window. i called kebabby kevin and he invited me to go buy a kebab with him and scott. i gladly accepted =] and so my venture to mcburney rd started; cabra is so alive late at night! mayb cos its saturday night. there wernt gangsters though, more like wannabes? and viets swearing about car accidents. why do they like to talk abt that so much.. anyhoo, the very moment i saw kevin, ohmygod, it was hilarious. he cut his hair; how cute hahha =P yerrr, he was so high when he saw me, it was realli cool. we went inside and i saw a bit of OC; damn OC rocks. kevin n me started mucking around while scott watched his favourite "dropnut" scene from OC over and over again. thennn, we walked to canleyheights; mostly me n kevin n scott behind haha. we joked around heaps and i laughed the entire way. it was really really enjoyable. i have to really love that guy. when hes happy, he makes everything funny and beside his agroness, he is the sweetest guy. i love that hes one my coolest&bestest friends. we saw lim later trying to meet up with his gf who was at a wedding just down the road from his house. then it occurred to me, I was part of these group of guys hanging around the streets of canleyheights at like 10 something at night! what have i become! at least we looked too lazy to be any threat..or under any threat for that matter. i mean i was kevins drink holder; oh my numb fingers =( then, the walk home was just as cool. i was cheered up the entire way; no thanks to scott who was on the phone for most of the time behind us. hehehe, its kinda nice walking in the breeze at night with someone youre so comfortable with, especially when all you want is to get out of the house so desperately. it felt nice and the company couldnt have been more perfect. cheers to good company & a late night well spent! =) i think i talk too much. about nothing. diana's sexxi 17 today, yayy.

luvalwaiiz;;
me.

back to reality today.. // @141am


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